Most people don't even get it. Like please, leave me be, and stop pushing me just because your assumptions feel 100% real to you. I'm quietly minding my own business. So why don't you do the same, instead of claiming what so-called, tad-bit of right you have to interfere in my very personal life. Even my mother doesn't claim her right to have an opinion about what I'm to decide referring my personal life. Whereas, some people who I barely speak to, barely meet with, who I've known like for just a few while, claim their RIGHTS to influence my very personal decisions. I mean, I've been friendly and decent to you; I've shown the respect that any human deserves; I appreciated your company; and somehow all of that made you believe that you got the superiority to butt-in into my personal life and call me immature. Really???!!! How mature exactly you've been doing now? Where is your common sense? You want respect? Then first know how to be respectful and know your limits. Using my decency and friendliness as an excuse to call my actions immature won't help you in making me respect you anymore, specially when you LITERALLY got no idea about what i do and why I do it.
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"Grow up, give no fuck!!" Words we preach to console one another. Sometimes, we tend to apply it on ourselves thinking that it might ease the ache. Does it work? Well, that depends from person to person. Although, it's a bubble of delusion that we want ourselves confined in. Last few months been a rollercoaster. Well, I made it rough, pretending to not care whereas it hurt right to the core. Regret, guilt, complaints, denial, demands, apologies, redemption, grudges, fear, pain, chaos - that finally led me here. Lying on the couch with my phone in hand, sipping on apple juice, rewinding every single thing in my head, trying to think better. I've been hurtful, stone cold, temperamental, impulsive, shady and totally not the most understanding person to be around. Literally, everything became uncontrollable. I know my explanations would never make complete sense to no one. I wished to be oblivious of the obvious. My actions spoke of the things I wouldn't mean. I did it anyway. Yet, they didn't leave my side even though I gave them a hundred reasons to do so. Caused damages, yet was welcomed wholeheartedly. Except birthday essays and farewell speeches, I never write. Even when I do, those aren't for posting. However, this, is an exception. Maybe, there are things I needed to let out which I never wanna bring up while we randomly chat about the weather. Maybe, I wanna talk it out without talking at all. Maybe, I wanted to confess a few things, that you're already aware of. Maybe, I badly wanna express myself, leaving the awkwardness behind. Maybe, I need you to know that I'm a pussy, I fuck up because even the tiniest things make me fear of losing a precious one. Maybe because I want you to know that even if I travel the whole world, meet hundreds of people and see thousands of faces; still you'll be peerless, let alone be replaced. I suck at expressing myself nowadays, yet that doesn't stop me from wanting to do so. I made you go through hell. There's nothing that'll make up for it. I don't have the balls to own my mistakes, but now, I'll grow embracing the truth that I care about every single thing related to you.
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