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@mia.barnes.sad Bulimia&depression

Suffering the same as u.

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Jun 2018

thought I was protecting myself from getting hurt but it ended up just slowly killing me, painfully.

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Jun 2018

can not even explain how relatable this is, I can’t do anything right everything just crumbles.

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Jun 2018

having an awful week, everything seems to be going wrong.

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May 2018

never been more disgusted with my body than I am now, can’t believe I used to be fatter than I am now, too.

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May 2018

don’t know when I’m going to start eating like a normal person again, it’s like I don’t know how to not have an eating disorder anymore, I don’t even remember what it’s like.

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May 2018

stopped cutting for a while but had a relapse today because I felt so insecure about my body.

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May 2018

this isn’t going to end lol. Can’t keep imagining recovery when I know I’m just not going to get it.

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May 2018

always feel like I’m just begging for attention rather than hoping for help. When I tell someone what’s wrong I regret every single time but I can’t seem to stop because I’m so desperate to be happy. UGH UGH UGH.

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Apr 2018

are you ever just in the midst of an argument and you just want to scream at the person who is angry at you because they don’t notice. why don’t you notice that I don’t eat. how can you not know that I have something wrong with me, and if you bothered you pay the slightest attention you would know that I have fucking bulimia. you are supposed to be the person who cares about me more than anything and you’re the only person that hasn’t noticed.

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Apr 2018

you know your eating disorder is bad when you eat one thing that’s under 100 calories and start panicking and want to throw it up.

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Apr 2018

need to stop weighing myself more than once a day it’s so unhealthy and causes so much anxiety.

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Apr 2018

not really sure how I feel today.

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Apr 2018

🌸🌸.

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Apr 2018

kinda hated 13 reasons why because it gave such a glorified idea of suicide.

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Apr 2018

been worse recently.

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Apr 2018

threw up again today and honestly have no idea when I’m going to be able to stop.

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Apr 2018

said I could stop at any time if I wanted to and I wish I did when I knew how.

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Apr 2018

constantly wishing people would understand what it’s like to be bulimic, but for their sake I hope they never will.

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Apr 2018

when I tell you nothing is wrong, I don’t mean I’m not sad, I just mean that there is literally nothing that I can tell you because I don’t know what’s wrong.

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Apr 2018

my friends are honestly the only thing that matters to me.

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Apr 2018

and I have no idea why.

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Apr 2018

photo alone represents how lonely I feel haha.

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Apr 2018

how much longer is this going to fucking last.

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Apr 2018

keep slipping into these moments where I feel like crap and I know people are going to soon see the bigger picture, I just don’t want them to.

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