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Hi! There are a lot of new folks around here, so I thought I would introduce myself again. I'm Lanie. I'm 28 years old, a wife, a wildlife lover, a loving dog mom, a proud Oregonian and a wild spirit. 2 weeks ago I was released from a almost 3 week hospital stay. Since January this year, I have spent a total of 7 weeks in hospitals due to complications from my eating disorder. I suffer from anorexia nervosa, purge w/put binge type. I have a long road to recovery ahead of me. I'm currently on a wait list for a residential treatment center, but there is only one in Oregon and #covid_19 Is making the wait even longer. I creating this account to document my recovery efforts, to hold myself accountable, to hopefully connect with others going through similar struggles, and to maybe raise a bit of awareness about #eatingdisorders I look forward to sharing my journey and to connecting with other souls. Here's to the good fight 💪. ❤️Lanie . . . . #anxiety #recovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #recoveryispossible #recoverywin #recoverywarrior #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxietysupport #eatingdisorderawareness #anxietyproblems #eatingdisorderecovery #eatingdisordersupport #eatingdisorderawarenessweek #eatingdisordermeme #eatingdisordersurvivor #eatingdisordertreatment #allbodiesaregoodbodies #eatingdisorderfighter #bodyimage #selflove #eatingdisordercommunity #blonde #bodylove #selfimprovement

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I grew up believing in the myth of the perfect parent. All parents just were, and that was that—and to be successful, fit in, and be happy, I’d have to learn to be perfect like them.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ And I took on whatever challenges society threw my way to over-achieve it—because perfection is more than achieving folks.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ 𝘉𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘺. Okay, society. Then anorexia happened.⁣⁣⁣ 𝘎𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘈’𝘴. Okay, society. I got this. Then depression and anxiety happened.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ And the grand total: I never felt good enough, and I never felt happy.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ But I kept chugga-chugga choo-choo-ing along until one day my little train’s engine completely blew out.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ So, I’ve always been an advocate of showing my kids that I’m not perfect—which is pretty easy, because guess what? I’m pretty far from it. I think this time together is a great opportunity to show them just how messy we are.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ And no, I’m not talking about chugging red wine out of the bottle at 8 a.m. in front of them.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s having a late breakfast, so a Tostitos chips snack/lunch will do, because we aren’t hungry for anything substantial yet, and it's easy.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s not making my daughter wear pants until we go outside, because what’s the harm? Plus, if we didn't have windows, I'd probably do the same.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s forgoing schedules if that doesn’t work for your family.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s not making our kids feel small for not being able to do something when they gave it their all.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s not playing the comparison game aloud when she posts pictures of the elaborate art project she completed with her kids of the same age… and no way, she must have gone out in her mask and gloves and bought those cupcakes, RIGHT? ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s not talking about our shortcomings in front of them.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ It’s making mistakes and snapping but apologizing and taking complete ownership of our actions. ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ It’s running around with laughter filling the room, spontaneous dance parties, and making up ridiculous games to pass the time.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣ Happiness is in the mess. It means we’re embracing and encouraging the imperfect moments of the day-to-day—(continued below )

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... thank you, but no thank you! • • ✨ • • ✨ i’m very active, and post a lot. you should leave a like and follow. i’ll even follow back if you are a meme account or mental health account! ❤️❤️

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• Yo peeps my depression just hit me like a mf truck out of Nowhere. A round of applause pls . ••• #edmemes #edmeme #eatingdisordermeme #eatingdisordermemes #eatingdisorder #depressionmeme #sadmeme

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This is real as shit I think I’m making progress and it’s like psych-you’re fat and can’t do anything • #mentalillness #anxiety #depression #anorexia #bingeeating #eatingdisorder #eatingdisordermeme

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I swear that's one thing I never get over

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Tf is she complaining that we dont wake up b4 noon? We dont have anything we have 2 do b4 a certain time and we fall asleep at 6am. Time doesn't exist when u dont get 2 leave the house so fuckk off

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19 hours ago

What I ate today💗🦋 Breakfast: 1 toast with cheese 203kcal lunch:/ Dinner: three homemade sugar-free cookies (200 kcal ), a toast with cheese and cucumber slices 204kcal Workouts: Three workouts (-400kcal ) Total: 606-400 = 206kcal: ) #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #ana #anorexianervosia #anorexiaproblems #mia #perthinspo #pretty #thinspo #beautiful #skinny #skinnylegs #weightgoal #weight #waightloss #eatingdisordermeme #eatingdisorder #ed

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I can’t even describe how much I love my cat🥺 she got into the habit that at around 10pm she lays on her place on my bed and washes herself until she falls asleep 💗this is like one off the only things that make me actually smile and feel really good.. hope y’all are doing better than I am rn @ed_toughts_backup in case i get deleted #suicid #lonely #dead #depression #depressed #anxiety #selfharm #selfharmmm #sad #sadness #eatingdissorder #ed #sh #selfharmmemes #edmemes #hate #hatemyself #ana #memes #broken #brokenheart #crying #bpd #bpdmemes #anxietymemes #depressing #mentalhealthmemes #dankmemes #eatingdisordermeme #edhumor

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Oops 🙊 tw drug use

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I over identify with my thoughts and emotions. My thoughts are actually not dissimilar to this fake pillory. . I placed my head and hands in the fake pillory for the picture. At first glance, it is almost convincing, but in reality, there is more than enough room for me to free myself. Much of my eating disorder overlaps with OCD. I have constant obtrusive thoughts and my eating disorder behaviors are compulsions as an attempt to quiet these thoughts. The control of the pillory (my eating disorder ) was really helpful when I first suck my head in around age 12. The pillory offered stability. Although uncomfortable at times, it’s constraints felt familiar. But now, as an adult, I’ve grown up in the pillory- the holes have remained the same size, but it’s harder to squeeze out. . But here’s the thing- it’s been my thoughts and fears keeping me in the pillory. Theoretically, I can remove myself at anytime. I’ve been practicing pulling my head out, stretching into a freer life. Eating disorder recovery, for me, has been about regaining my agency. Reminding myself that I am not my thoughts or my emotions. Reminding myself that my thoughts and fears are keeping me stuck and I can make a different choice. Recovery is about reminding myself that I’ve had agency all along. #recoverymemes #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisordermeme #healthateverysize #fuckdiets

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the amount of hair i’ve lost lmao

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It’s easy to break a pencil in half: take the pencil by each end, exert a little effort, and snap! The pencil easily splits in two. But it’s a lot harder to break a bundle of twenty pencils in half. You take the bundle in both of your hands, exert a lot of effort, yet the bundle remains intact. Something as small as a pencil becomes impossible to break when it’s supported by its pencil friends. In this example, we find a powerful lesson: weak things become strong when given proper support. Humans are the same. We live in communities because we need others to survive and thrive. Emotionally, we rely on the people around us for love, strength, support, and the fulfillment of other needs. Sometimes we struggle and doubt ourselves. That’s when it’s helpful to rely on the people to strengthen us and give us the courage we need to continue. Learning to rely on each other, rather than suffer in silence, is one of the great lessons of life. Tag a friend in the comments below who you know you can rely on! 💙👇🏻 . . . #ditchthediet #emotionaleating #healthateverysize #eatingdisordermeme #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderblogger #eatingdisorderblog #eatingdisorderbooks #eatingdisorderbattle #eatingdisorderdiscovery #eatingdisordereducation #eatingdisorderfacts #eatingdisordergroup #eatingdisorderguidance #eatingdisordergoals #eatingdisordergroups #eatingdisorderhotline #eatingdisorderhelpline #mindfuleating #mentalhealth #bulimiahelp #selfcare #antidiet #food #losingweight #overeating #nodiet #selfcaresunday

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